My name is Angeline, you may call me Angel in short. Old friends of mine known me as MeiLin. :)
Twenty candles on the 2nd November '09.
Currently a Home-maker since I gotten the title as Mrs Guan Chenyang on the 28th May '09
and I am a young mommy of one, that makes me known as Dou Mommy.



My Loves♥




My beloved Hubby, Guan Chenyang also known as Dou Daddy.





My beloved Baby Boy, Kesler Guan Kai Si
Known as Ah Dou (Doudou)
Born on 12 Nov '09 via Assisted Delivery with Epidural
Gestation Period, 37 weeks 4days.
Birth Weight, 3.445 kg. Birth Length, 50 cm. Head Circumference, 34 cm.
Delivered by Dr. Lawrence Ang @ Thomson Medical Centre.







You may visit Kesler's Website for more of him. :)





My family, from left to right, My dearest Daddy, dearest Sister and dearest Mommy
Also known as Dou Ah Gong, Dou Ahyi and Dou Ah Ma




My OtherLoves♥



The Famous 3, Dou Ahyi(s)
From left to right, Wandee, Carman & HuiLing





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at 2:15:00 PM

My solemnization will be held this Thursday and I am not feeling a tiny bit of excitement. Why is this so? Am I normal?!!

Lately, I haven’t been feeling good. I felt so depressed. I feel lonely because everyday, I’m home alone. Waking up from my sleep in the noon to be seating in front of the tv, beside my notebook while playing FB’s Restaurant City, I’ll be watching the tv aimlessly… till midnight when I feel tired and its time for bed.

And I found myself repeating this cycle every other day… besides time like I had friends to company me out with or my Dummy is free to bring me out.

Soon, I see myself as a burden of my parents, my sis and Dummy. Reason is because, I had always been working to feed myself… but now that I’m no longer working; I had to depend on my parents and at times Dummy to feed me. I feel guilty about it. I felt freaking bad about this. Because everyday of my life I just eat, sleep, waste resources…etc… I am indeed terrible, am I not?!

Each time I felt down, I feel like turning to someone to pour my sorrows to. But I have none. I don’t have many friends, needless to mention girlfriends. And I cannot be possibly pouring sorrows to my Dummy because he’s already so stress with work and school. He did be feeling so tired already by the end of the day. Further more we always end up arguing because of our different point of view.

I’m feeling so terrible right now as I am typing this out, I am crying. I really feel useless of myself… when have I lost the courage and strength for the sake of my little gem?!!

To my precious little gem, mommy loves you a lot. Really! I pray very very hard that you will be fine, strong and healthy. You must be strong to fight your way through as you have already been so strong and won among the millions. Mommy doesn’t mind bearing all the pain, for as long as you’re strong and healthy. You must come to this Earth to be a happy, healthy and strong baby! Mommy will love you no matter what happen, my beloved.