My name is Angeline, you may call me Angel in short. Old friends of mine known me as MeiLin. :)
Twenty candles on the 2nd November '09.
Currently a Home-maker since I gotten the title as Mrs Guan Chenyang on the 28th May '09
and I am a young mommy of one, that makes me known as Dou Mommy.



My Loves♥




My beloved Hubby, Guan Chenyang also known as Dou Daddy.





My beloved Baby Boy, Kesler Guan Kai Si
Known as Ah Dou (Doudou)
Born on 12 Nov '09 via Assisted Delivery with Epidural
Gestation Period, 37 weeks 4days.
Birth Weight, 3.445 kg. Birth Length, 50 cm. Head Circumference, 34 cm.
Delivered by Dr. Lawrence Ang @ Thomson Medical Centre.







You may visit Kesler's Website for more of him. :)





My family, from left to right, My dearest Daddy, dearest Sister and dearest Mommy
Also known as Dou Ah Gong, Dou Ahyi and Dou Ah Ma




My OtherLoves♥



The Famous 3, Dou Ahyi(s)
From left to right, Wandee, Carman & HuiLing





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at 12:57:00 AM

I am feeling rather moody right now. I don't know how should I put it, am unable to really describe how I currently am feeling, feel lost perhaps?!

Went for my Gynae's appointment this morning, everything is well and have checked that my pelvis is open already, might give birth anytime soon. But... I was told that there might be 10% chances of me having to go for cesarean, because our precious Doudou is currently weighing 3kg. Though it is an average weigh for a 36 weeks plus fetus, it is still consider too big for my body-built. Hence, Gynae is worrying that my pelvis wouldn't be big enough for Doudou to come out via natural virginal birth. :(

Goodness! Upon hearing such news, it got me rather shocked and worry. On one hand, I am worrying about the pain as I have never undergo operation before, and to me, it sounds like a nightmare. While on the other hand, I am worrying about the medical fees.

I had already spent a freaking 1.4K on my medical bill previously when I had gotten high fever and was admitted to hospital... Now, there isn't much balance left in my medisave account not to even mention cash. This makes me feel even more troubled.

Although my parents had been assuring me that they will be here to help me out, I feel guilty somehow. I don't feel good using my dad's medisave because I fear that both, mom and dad might need those money someday. And with my current finance situation, I wouldn't be of any help at all if they happen to be in need of. =( Of course, I'll always be there for my parents, I'll never forget the kindness and greatness in them.

How, how?! Can somebody tell me how? =/

Now, with every mouthful of food that I eat, I feel stressful. Never in my life had I felt this way before... It's not because I fear myself getting fat, not because I fear having to exercise extremely hard after my labour to remove those excess fats... But I fear that my Doudou is too big for natural birth as he's already kinda big for my size to carry. Sigh.

I pray hard that I'll be able to deliver Doudou via natural birth. I pray hard that both Doudou and I will be safe and healthy. I pray hard that it wouldn't be too painful and tough for me to cope. I pray very hard... that everything will be ok.