Year 2007

Year 2008 @ Sentosa

Year 2008 @ Christopher's Chalet & National Day

Year 2008 @ At work & after work, back home

Year 2008, Out having fun

Year 2009, before I was pregnant & married

Each year, when ever it comes to the end of that year, I'll feel especially emotional. I don't know why I'll feel this way despite knowing that there will be a new start, a new beginning of a brand new year. I guess it's probably because I am some one whom detest parting with 'something' I so used to and having to accept a brand new thing.

I know Life is always growing; it's ever changing as we live in an environment where by its ever revolving, no matter how much one dreads to move on... nothing can stop time from ticking.

How I wish I have a Time-Machine.. Lol!

Anyway 2009 has been a dramatic year for me. Close friends of mine would have known the reason. It's like over a night I have become someone else's wife and a mommy of one. I suppose, these 2 are my greatest accomplishment in my life so far?! Hahas.

Since young, I never had accomplished any dreams or goals which I have made for myself. You can say I am the procrastinate type and I don't know why, since when these dilly-dally type of character has been in-built in me. I always end up accomplish things half way, examples are like my Secondary School Studies, I only complete till N'level instead of O'level. And then I decided to take up Professional Accounting Cert at Private School... but still, I have yet to complete my it. Now I'm stuck half way, dangling there... and because of my studies, it has affected my career path way.

I am 20 now, wife of someone else, young mommy of one... what have I accomplished so far besides being a wife and a mommy?! Nothing!! Very pathetic of me right? Boo! :(

Lucky me, although I have no proper qualification, no stable job and income, no assets under my own name... But I have with me is LOVE. Full of love around me... Love from my Parents and Sis, love from my 2 precious and love from my wonderful friends. =)

I must pick myself up and find a new head-start, set new goals and dreams for myself. In the new year and many years to come, I'll have to stick and follow my goals and dreams very closely. I have to be very determined and persevere till I fulfill my own goals/dreams. I must!

I suppose there's a lot more to add to the list... I shall add on as days passes and when I managed to complete a few of the tasks I have listed above. I will have to be very very determined! Yes, I must! ;)