My name is Angeline, you may call me Angel in short. Old friends of mine known me as MeiLin. :)
Twenty candles on the 2nd November '09.
Currently a Home-maker since I gotten the title as Mrs Guan Chenyang on the 28th May '09
and I am a young mommy of one, that makes me known as Dou Mommy.



My Loves♥




My beloved Hubby, Guan Chenyang also known as Dou Daddy.





My beloved Baby Boy, Kesler Guan Kai Si
Known as Ah Dou (Doudou)
Born on 12 Nov '09 via Assisted Delivery with Epidural
Gestation Period, 37 weeks 4days.
Birth Weight, 3.445 kg. Birth Length, 50 cm. Head Circumference, 34 cm.
Delivered by Dr. Lawrence Ang @ Thomson Medical Centre.







You may visit Kesler's Website for more of him. :)





My family, from left to right, My dearest Daddy, dearest Sister and dearest Mommy
Also known as Dou Ah Gong, Dou Ahyi and Dou Ah Ma




My OtherLoves♥



The Famous 3, Dou Ahyi(s)
From left to right, Wandee, Carman & HuiLing





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at 8:11:00 PM




at 9:09:00 AM

Another Saturday has passed just like that... I wanted to blog last night but was again, feeling unwell. I was having a fever last night.

Thank god, I'm so much better now else I might have to drag myself to work with that sickly face on Monday. Yeah, I cannot afford to take MC as I need to rush out some stupid report by Monday. Its a waste of my time but what to do, I am paid to do the job.

Work has been really hectic, it got me so busy that a week passes just like that without realizing that weekend is once again here. And now that its a Sunday today, which means another new week is starting, yet again. I wonder when my pay day will be. Hopefully soon, because I am so in need of some retail therapy due to the amount of stress I had to cope at work.

You can never imagine how freaking tired, both mentally and physically I am, especially after work I will have to be home to look after Baobei and tidy up the room and Doudou's stuffs. At times I even wonder what kind of job am I actually working for... because at some point of time, I see myself having to keep photo-copying those stupid documents while others keep demanding it from me, just because I am the first to received the documents. Darn it! Why can't they just go search the arch file to retrive that piece of information they need. After all they are the one who needed it, not me. Why must they make me behave like some mad donkey searching high and low for that piece of information which doesn't concern me at all after retriving. It's so not the job I have applied for.

Anyway, good thing is its just a contract-based position. After which I'll get to choose if I wanna stay or leave this company. But the bad thing is, I may or may not get converted into their permanent staff. Argh! Tell me how? It's freaking paranoid.


at 1:15:00 AM

Without realizing... I have been working for 3+weeks coming to a month soon. And this coming Monday, our dearest Doudou will be 5months old. Time flies, I am glad I have managed to hang-in there till today. :)

A merely 3+weeks of work has created much horror to my life. Getting me so stressful and tired plus upset. I know, it would be a good career prospect for me if I stay here for like say, 2 years? But how much more will I be able to hang in there without the moral support and encouragement I need badly?

Honestly, at times I wonder to myself, how much longer can I endure and tolerate!? In everything that I do, it just doesn't seems right for me, for us. In my heart, I just knew that something wasn't right anymore and since then, I dare not imagine or even foresee what lies ahead for me, for us.

I tried being better, but I found that the harder I try, the more tired I feel. Things just don't feel the same like before. I just don't know why... why does living feels so much tiring now then before? Tell me, its just my emotions that are acting up. I'm just being too paranoid. Sigh.

Anyway, last Monday I had been feeling unwell. Felt really giddy, loss of appetite and my whole body was in aching pain. Brought myself to the family doctor and continued working after taking the medicines even though I was given 2 days MC. I guess its just the lack of proper rest. I am a lot better now but would still have the dizzy spell and/or heavy head every now and then. Hms... I should really start to take good care of my own health, otherwise how would I be able to feed dearest Doudou...

Pardon me for being so random in this post. I just don't seem to be in a proper mood for blogging yet I still feel to pour my emotions out somewhere. Blog is the only space for me now, where it wouldn't talk back to me or reason things out with me. At least it did allow me to rant at everything and anything I wish to. :/

Anyhow, shall stop all the rantings and share all the photos that has be accumulating in my mobile phone and my new toy. A present from Dummy, thanks dumb! :)