Without realizing... I have been working for 3+weeks coming to a month soon. And this coming Monday, our dearest Doudou will be 5months old. Time flies, I am glad I have managed to hang-in there till today. :)
A merely 3+weeks of work has created much horror to my life. Getting me so stressful and tired plus upset. I know, it would be a good career prospect for me if I stay here for like say, 2 years? But how much more will I be able to hang in there without the moral support and encouragement I need badly?
Honestly, at times I wonder to myself, how much longer can I endure and tolerate!? In everything that I do, it just doesn't seems right for me, for us. In my heart, I just knew that something wasn't right anymore and since then, I dare not imagine or even foresee what lies ahead for me, for us.
I tried being better, but I found that the harder I try, the more tired I feel. Things just don't feel the same like before. I just don't know why... why does living feels so much tiring now then before? Tell me, its just my emotions that are acting up. I'm just being too paranoid. Sigh.
Anyway, last Monday I had been feeling unwell. Felt really giddy, loss of appetite and my whole body was in aching pain. Brought myself to the family doctor and continued working after taking the medicines even though I was given 2 days MC. I guess its just the lack of proper rest. I am a lot better now but would still have the dizzy spell and/or heavy head every now and then. Hms... I should really start to take good care of my own health, otherwise how would I be able to feed dearest Doudou...
Pardon me for being so random in this post. I just don't seem to be in a proper mood for blogging yet I still feel to pour my emotions out somewhere. Blog is the only space for me now, where it wouldn't talk back to me or reason things out with me. At least it did allow me to rant at everything and anything I wish to. :/
Anyhow, shall stop all the rantings and share all the photos that has be accumulating in my mobile phone and my new toy. A present from Dummy, thanks dumb! :)
I super love this expression of Doudou's :)
This naughty boy of mine refuses to look at into the lens
Look, what got him so excited?!
Pardon me for the blurry photo, because naughty boy is too busy observing his Ah Yi's room
And here's the present from Dummy when I came home from work one Wednesday evening
Tah-Dah! Its a Canon new toy
Brand new IXUS 105 Nothing compares to DSLR but I'm contented enough :)
Wanted to read the guide menu but I was too tired for it
Cool~
That night, I tried taking a few pictures using my new Canon Camera. I wanna share those photos with you people too... but I have no idea why my sis's notebook cannot read my SD card from Canon Cam. Is it because of the 'HD' that the SD Card has? Hms~ Shall find some day free to check it out...
Never mind, I'll make sure I get those photos uploaded soon to share with you all... Lots of adorable pictures of Dearest Doudou is accumulating in it. =p
That's all for tonight then.
Gonna stay focus on my revision work now~ Good night people.
And oh, I almost forgot...
HAPPY 5th MONTH
IN ADVANCE BAO BEI!!
MOMMY LOVE YOU LIKE ALWAYS
AND
EVER!!
*KISS
:)
[P.S: I am intending to purchase apparels from Forever 21's US Website, anyone interested to tag along? As the shipping charges would be a lot cheaper if we ship in bulk. Do drop me a message ya? :) Males apparels are available too @ www.forever21.com ]
xoxo,
a lifetime promise
The Queen
Hi. My name is Angeline, I gets older on the 2nd November of every year. Am happily & blissfully married to Guan Chenyang on 28th May 2009, that makes me a home-maker since and I am proud mommy of one
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My name is Angeline, you may call me Angel in short. Old friends of mine known me as MeiLin. :)
Twenty candles on the 2nd November '09.
Currently a Home-maker since I gotten the title as Mrs Guan Chenyang on the 28th May '09
and I am a young mommy of one, that makes me known as Dou Mommy.
My Loves♥
My beloved Hubby, Guan Chenyang also known as Dou Daddy.
My beloved Baby Boy, Kesler Guan Kai Si
Known as Ah Dou (Doudou)
Born on 12 Nov '09 via Assisted Delivery with Epidural
Gestation Period, 37 weeks 4days.
Birth Weight, 3.445 kg. Birth Length, 50 cm. Head Circumference, 34 cm.
Delivered by Dr. Lawrence Ang @ Thomson Medical Centre.
Without realizing... I have been working for 3+weeks coming to a month soon. And this coming Monday, our dearest Doudou will be 5months old. Time flies, I am glad I have managed to hang-in there till today. :)
A merely 3+weeks of work has created much horror to my life. Getting me so stressful and tired plus upset. I know, it would be a good career prospect for me if I stay here for like say, 2 years? But how much more will I be able to hang in there without the moral support and encouragement I need badly?
Honestly, at times I wonder to myself, how much longer can I endure and tolerate!? In everything that I do, it just doesn't seems right for me, for us. In my heart, I just knew that something wasn't right anymore and since then, I dare not imagine or even foresee what lies ahead for me, for us.
I tried being better, but I found that the harder I try, the more tired I feel. Things just don't feel the same like before. I just don't know why... why does living feels so much tiring now then before? Tell me, its just my emotions that are acting up. I'm just being too paranoid. Sigh.
Anyway, last Monday I had been feeling unwell. Felt really giddy, loss of appetite and my whole body was in aching pain. Brought myself to the family doctor and continued working after taking the medicines even though I was given 2 days MC. I guess its just the lack of proper rest. I am a lot better now but would still have the dizzy spell and/or heavy head every now and then. Hms... I should really start to take good care of my own health, otherwise how would I be able to feed dearest Doudou...
Pardon me for being so random in this post. I just don't seem to be in a proper mood for blogging yet I still feel to pour my emotions out somewhere. Blog is the only space for me now, where it wouldn't talk back to me or reason things out with me. At least it did allow me to rant at everything and anything I wish to. :/
Anyhow, shall stop all the rantings and share all the photos that has be accumulating in my mobile phone and my new toy. A present from Dummy, thanks dumb! :)
I super love this expression of Doudou's :)
This naughty boy of mine refuses to look at into the lens
Look, what got him so excited?!
Pardon me for the blurry photo, because naughty boy is too busy observing his Ah Yi's room
And here's the present from Dummy when I came home from work one Wednesday evening
Tah-Dah! Its a Canon new toy
Brand new IXUS 105 Nothing compares to DSLR but I'm contented enough :)
Wanted to read the guide menu but I was too tired for it
Cool~
That night, I tried taking a few pictures using my new Canon Camera. I wanna share those photos with you people too... but I have no idea why my sis's notebook cannot read my SD card from Canon Cam. Is it because of the 'HD' that the SD Card has? Hms~ Shall find some day free to check it out...
Never mind, I'll make sure I get those photos uploaded soon to share with you all... Lots of adorable pictures of Dearest Doudou is accumulating in it. =p
That's all for tonight then.
Gonna stay focus on my revision work now~ Good night people.
And oh, I almost forgot...
HAPPY 5th MONTH
IN ADVANCE BAO BEI!!
MOMMY LOVE YOU LIKE ALWAYS
AND
EVER!!
*KISS
:)
[P.S: I am intending to purchase apparels from Forever 21's US Website, anyone interested to tag along? As the shipping charges would be a lot cheaper if we ship in bulk. Do drop me a message ya? :) Males apparels are available too @ www.forever21.com ]